i never use this crap.
but oh well,
yolo.
jk
hm that time of year again tryouts . bleh
Why is there something wrong
Hm the moment where you think youd been done crying over boys but your not
I dont understand why things must be like this but it just makes me second guess alot .
Ive never considered to stop dancing ever in my life … Its a big impact on my life and has inspired me and made big differences.. And well i cant even believe im actually thinking of stopping… Not because ive been dancing for 10 years straight and still suck .. Its not my fault i cant gain the talent im expected to have but seriously fuck it. I want to stop because my heart is no where close to where it should be. I cantt believe ik saying this but YEAH. But somehow i know i cant even bring myself to stop….. I just wish things were easier said than done.. What i would do.. shit.
I think i should start posting her because i dont have bs followers and dont feel bad ranting.
Sigh what a life, cant even go out because homies outta jail. Smh… The shit my fam gets involved with.
its always a test, just pushing to how far i can actually tolerate this all.
nothing worth it is easy, they say. so through all the times ive given up, im gonna push it just 10x harder. its not everyday you find a guy like him, so yeah.
hollah at the emanon , president, ap gurl with the 4 team co captain , ap guy.
x.x
fack
Thankyou Lord with granting me with such an experience, please give me the strength, patience, and guidance to follow through with what i want.
At the end of the day I ask myself: Is it really worth the risk? And even if it may be a little selfish, I answer “no” every time. I’m just not willing to put myself through that over and over again.
But it’s different with you, and that scares me.
i kinda forgot about this tumblr.
i should use it more, but thumbs up for being content today. although i have so much homework, i know i can finish it and will finish it. west co is around the corner and carsons showcase as well. after i pass my finals and do all my work, work hard on comp set for emanon, plan a bomb sadies, fundraise enough, stretch , just everything.
of all things to worry about , its sadies. to risk it all or not. almost everything is unsatisfactory, but at least i just push out the obvious factors and push through it.
ugh, i am not a quitter.
fuck all yall
k bye
Sometimes i dont bother asking people advice on what im supposed to do with my relationships/ dilemmas.. Because honestly what do they know? Only yourself and the people involved in the situation truly know…
So most times im just stuck.
- Mistake
Unbroken
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Mistake - Demi Lovato
“Think you made your greatest mistake, I’m not gonna call this a break, Think you really blew it this time, Think you could walk, on such a thin line.”
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